Andy loves apples.. and ice cubes...
Andy saw a really nice couple ...
they came over here just for seeing Andy..
they seemed to like Andy..
and Andy liked them so much...
hopefully, they would take him as a family
and take good care of him...
the couple lost their way to get here...
many car users have navigation's recently...
I don't .. they don't either..
navigation system is very convenience and easy to find the direction..
also short cut the time..
although I don't have any of them, no problem at all in my life..
well..
in my case, even if I had one, I wouldn't follow the navi ..
I couldn't follow the direction which the navi shows me....
I don't know why though...
I turn around... u-turn... go along the wrong ways..
it happens a lot...
but..
I don't care..
I just trust myself...
if I go the wrong way, I can find the right way anyhow..
and..
my daughters never get mad at me even if we miss our way...
wherever we are, we can reach the place we want to...
failure is not the shame
I learn a lot of things from my failure experiences..
the life is always like this...
I fail a lot... but I won't do fail same things again and again...
I learn something from what I have done...
making a mistake.. failures..
that's the life...
if I walked my life without any mistakes or failures,
I would feel bored... not fun..
Andy has been walking through the hard life....
he misses peeing and pooing.. on purpose or not on purpose..
but..
has been learning...
life is not easy for Andy ... not for me either..
he has to move on every single of days in his life because he is alive..
he was saved...
I also have to move on because I have my life to go..
no one knows our lives would be great.. or terrific.. or . miserable.. or terrible...
we just go for it... !!!!!
I really wish Andy would spend wonderful life until his eyes get closed...
the cage brings Andy a bad memory ... I guess..
Andy doesn't like being in the cage... and neither did almost all dogs which stayed with us before...
they kept in the cage at the animal control center ...
that's why...
some of them were afraid of the iron fence at the spiral staircase in my place...
and they might have felt frighten...
thus, I don't keep Andy in the cage ...
at first, I kept him in it... however... he started howling ...
although I have no clue what he's gonna do if I let him free while nobody is here,
I have kept him to the fridge by the lead...
I fought with him this afternoon...
when my duahgters were having dinner, andy barked at them a lot...
even if I said to him to be quiet, he just kept barking...
so, I tried to shut his mouth... then ...
he tried to bite my hand...
this made me sooooooo angry...
I thought I shouldn't lose him whatever he did...
he got bigger than he was before.. and his power is quite strong.. you know..
however, I tried to knock him down..
finally, he got quiet..
and I keep ignoring him...
then, he stairs at me more than usual...
the dogs hate being ignored by their owners...
I don't care about andy right now...
he really pissed me off today....
he revenged me as he didn't pee on the sheet on purpose..
he did out of the sheet..
my daughtger cleaned it up the floor in stead of me...
Thank you!!
what a naughty boy..... !!
処分場から ここに来た ほとんどの子達がケージが 大嫌い・・
処分場では ケージに入れられていたから
嫌な 思いを 思い出すんだと思う・・
階段についている 鉄柵でさえ
怯えて 近寄らない子達もいる・・
Ａｎｄｙも 階段は 平気だけど
ケージは 大嫌い・・・
今日娘たちが 夕ご飯を食べていると
Ａｎｄｙ は 自分も欲しくて 我慢できなくて
わんわん吼える・・・
なので
もうちょっと 我慢してなさい！
と 口元を 押さえると
私の手を 本気で 噛もうと してきた・・
だから 私も 負けずに反撃・・・
絶対 どんな時も 負けない・・！！
だけど 体も大きくなって
力もついてきたＡｎｄｙを
押さえ込むのは めちゃくちゃ大変・・
必死に戦って
最後には Ａｎｄｙは
おとなしく なった・・・
それから 私は Ａｎｄｙを 無視・・・
目も 合わさない・・
犬にとって
無視されることは
一番嫌なこと・・・
娘曰く
Ａｎｄｙ お母さんの方じっと見てるで～
めっちゃ可愛い顔してる・・・
でも
私は 見ない・・・
Ａｎｄｙの 夕ご飯も
娘にあげてもらった・・
すると
Ａｎｄｙは 復讐か・・・
わざと シートじゃないところで
おしっこした・・・
それも 娘が きれいにしてくれた・・・
ありがとう・・・！！
I always give Andy some treats when I leave home for work or my errands or .. whatever...
so that he doesn't keep barking for missing people...
and tell him to stay cool...!!!!
then, as Andy is such a smart dog, he understands what I say and keep quiet until I get back home...
yesterday.. I forgot to tell my daughters about it..
when I got back home from work, he was barking...
oh.. gush...!!!!!
I should have told them to treat him something...
too late...
仕事や遊びに出かける時には
Ａｎｄｙにおやつをあげて
”ちゃんと静かに お留守番しててね～”
と 声を掛ける・・
そうすると 帰ってくるまで 静かに 待っててくれる
ちゃんと お話すると 理解してくれる 賢いＡｎｄｙ・・・
でも 娘たちに このこと 話しておくのを忘れててた・・
昨日は 仕事から 戻ると
わんわん 鳴いてた・・・
きっと 急に 誰も居なくなって 寂しかったんだね～
本当・・・ 寂しがりやで 甘えたの Ａｎｄｙ・・・
感謝する事がたくさん・・・
いつも Ａｎｄｙの事を気遣ってくれる人々が
いてくれる事に
本当に 感謝...
散歩の途中で たまたま出会ったおばさんは
立派な犬やね～と
声を掛けてくれた・・・
それから Ａｎｄｙが 処分場から 引き出されたと
言うことを かいつまんで 説明・・・
別れ際に
どんなことがあっても
頑張りや！
と
Ａｎｄｙを 励ましてくれた・・・
動物を 虐待したり
平気で 殺処分を 望む人達がいる一方で
Ａｎｄｙに
やさしい言葉を 掛けてくれ
愛情を持って接してくださる人々も
たくさんいてくれる・・
処分場で
いつ殺されるか・・・ と
恐怖で おびえながら
毎日を過ごす犬たち・・・
Ａｎｄｙも
恐怖と悲しみで 埋め尽くされた場所で
死だけを 待っていた・・・
だけど
幸運にも 彼は 助け出されて
今 ここにいる・・・
彼は 確かに
マナーもひとつも分からず
躾も されず
甘え噛みもひどい・・・
嬉しさのあまり
飛びついてきて
本気で かみかみしてきたり・・・
なででもらおうと
そばに行くまで
わんわん鳴いたり・・・
テーブルの物や
流しの中のもの・・・
お鍋の中の物まで
食べてみたり・・・
トイレトレーニング・・・
散歩のひっぱり・・・
本当に 大変・・・
でも
それは 決して彼の責任ではない・・・
ここで 生活してからの数週間のあいだに
少しずつ 少しずつ 覚えてくれたこともある・・・
とっても 賢いＡｎｄｙ・・・
しっかりトレーニングすれば
本当に 素晴らしい犬に なる・・・
そして とっても 可愛いＡｎｄｙ・・・
寝てる姿をみると
笑みが こぼれてくる・・・
Ａｎｄｙの 今までの 過去を・・・
そして 彼自身をよ～く 理解してくれて
忍耐強く 彼に 接して
最後の最後まで 愛情を注いでくれる・・・
そんな 家族に いつかきっと 出会えますように・・・
Andy and I went for a walk with a lot of yellow sand from china...
I don't remember when I have had this kind of day before...
it was awful... wasn't it ????
the air was not clear at all..
all tall buildings in umeda covered with yellow sand..
every thing was vague...
we walked along the same route...
and we passed by the lady's house..
Andy graced at her house... but
he noticed there was no one...
then, we were headed to the park ...
when I was waiting for Andy pooing or peeing there..
we heard my mom's voice calling "Andy"..
Andy ran to my mom... and jumped over her...
the park was kind of mad because of the rain last night...
I'm afraid her clothes got dirty...
but.. Andy didn't care at all...
