lily...

what a surprise....!!!!!
her new mom e-mailed to Mrs.k... 
and she e-mailed her mail to me.. 

when I first saw her photos,
I was touched and my tears came out from my eyes.. 

my girls and I know what she liked before..
  she was trimmed all hair by the guy at the animal control center
because her skin was not good... 

when she first got here, she looked sooo miserable... 
I thought my girls would avoid her because her looking..
but they were nice to her as much as I expected... 

I thought she would stay with us longer than the other dogs
because I thought no one wanted to take her as a member of family... 

against to my thought, one nice couple came to see her and decided to welcome her
as their family... 

my girls and I often talk about Lily... 
she was such a smart , nice and friendly girl.. 
she learned anything quickly.... 
she could stay home alone neatly during my duty... 
she learned how to business on the sheet so fast... 
she didn't ask me for food... 
  chocola and Andy were always starved and asked me for something to eat... 

8 months have passed by...  
today, I got some photos of lily..
she is sooooo beautiful....  !!!!!
amazing!!!!!

her hair got long enough... 
she looks fantastic!!!!!

I bet her family takes care of her and loves her sooooo much!!!!! 
I really appreciate my heavely father that lily has found a wonderful famly...!!!!!

we also love you !!!!!

going to the new family....

my volunteer work is not to make good dogs ... 
I just let the dogs which are rescued take a break here..
that's it... 
I don't train them ... 
I don't make them good... 
well.. 
actually...  
I do...  but..
I don't think I make good dogs at all.. 


the new family have to train them...
and make them great dogs... 


chocola's new dad said to me..
chocola is a naughty dog.. 
but..  he tries to take it granted as one of his characters.. 


new families understand dog's backgrounds how they grown up... 
and yet... 
they welcome the dogs which are naughty.. or tomboy... or...  some are good though..


the families have warm hearts to take good care of the rescued dogs... 
they are sooooo great..
they never say to me to make the dogs good.. 
they just accept them with a looooot of love..!!!!!


so far so good...
no one didn't return the dogs which stayed with us.. 
everyone deserves to be happy... 

Andy is going to the new family who came to see Andy the other day from sanda city..
they are really nice and for sure, they love Andy until his life ends...

he is the most naughty dog of  all dogs.. 
and maybe...
the new family have to be patient....
have to teach him what is good and what is bad.. 

they sometimes might get angry with Andy as well.. 
but... 
just remember.. 
becoming a naughty dog is not his fault at all... 

even if he destroys something for fun ,
even if he barks a lot for loneliness,
even if  he misses his business because he doesn't get used to,
even if he steals some foods on the table because of hungry
please forgive his behaviors and keep on loving him.... 
sometimes, you fight with him. you can't help yelling at him,
you can't stand him any longer...
however.. 
please don't dump him because he was dumped once before..
and he got hurt.. 
please understand him and be with him ... 

although it might take time , I believe he will be a wonderful dog someday
in the future...  I bet...  

love apples....

Andy loves apples..  and ice cubes... 

he is waiting for my O.K...  good job!!

Andy is always high tension... 
but..
after 8 pm...,
he get really quiet... 
and he is in good-night mood..

my youngest daughter patted him because he closed his eyes..
and looked soooo cute...  
she couldn't help touching him... 

andy put his arm around my daughter's arm and
as if he was saying to stay beside me and don't go...

couple...

Andy saw a really nice couple ...
they came over here just for seeing Andy..


they seemed to like Andy.. 


and Andy liked them so much... 
hopefully, they would take him as a family
and take good care of him... 
the couple lost their way to get here...   

many car users have navigation's recently...
I don't ..  they don't either.. 
navigation system is very convenience and easy to find the direction..
also short cut the time.. 

although I don't have any of them, no problem at all in my life..
well..
in my case, even if I had one, I wouldn't follow the navi ..
I couldn't follow the direction which the navi shows me....
I don't know why though... 
I turn around...  u-turn...  go along the wrong ways.. 
it happens a lot...
but..
I don't care.. 
I just trust myself... 
if I go the wrong way, I can find the right way anyhow..
and..
my daughters never get mad at me even if we miss our way... 
wherever we are,  we can reach the place we want to... 

failure is not the shame    
I learn a lot of things from my failure experiences.. 

the life is always like this... 
I fail a lot...  but I won't do fail same things  again and again... 

I learn something from what I have done... 

making a mistake..     failures..   
that's the life...  
if I walked my life without any mistakes or failures,
I would feel bored...  not fun..  

Andy has been walking through the  hard life....
he misses peeing and pooing..  on purpose or not on purpose.. 
but..
has been learning... 
life is not easy for Andy ...  not for me either.. 
he has to move on every single of days in his life because he is alive.. 
he was saved... 
I also have to move on because I have my life to go.. 
no one knows our lives would be great..  or  terrific..  or .  miserable..  or terrible...
we just go for it... !!!!! 

I really wish Andy would spend wonderful life until his eyes get closed... 

cage....

the cage brings Andy a bad memory ... I guess..
Andy doesn't like being in the cage... and  neither  did almost all dogs which stayed with us before...

they kept in the cage at the animal control center ... 
that's why...
some of them were afraid of  the iron fence at the spiral staircase in my place... 
and they might have felt  frighten...   


thus, I don't keep Andy in the cage ...
at first, I kept him in it...  however...  he started howling ... 

although I have no clue what he's gonna do if I let him free while nobody is here,
I have kept him to the fridge by the lead... 


I fought with him this afternoon...
when my duahgters were having dinner, andy barked at them a lot... 
even if I said to him to be quiet, he just kept barking... 
so, I tried to shut his mouth... then ...
he tried to bite my hand... 

this made me sooooooo angry... 
I thought I shouldn't lose him whatever he did... 
he got bigger than he was before.. and his power is quite strong.. you know.. 
however, I tried to knock him down..   
finally, he got quiet.. 
and I keep ignoring him... 
then, he stairs at me more than usual... 
the dogs hate being ignored by their owners...


I don't care about andy right now...  
he really pissed me off today....  

he revenged me as he didn't pee on the sheet on purpose..  
he did out of the sheet..  
my daughtger  cleaned  it up the floor in stead of me...
Thank you!!

what a naughty boy.....  !! 


処分場から　ここに来た　ほとんどの子達がケージが　大嫌い・・
処分場では　ケージに入れられていたから
嫌な　思いを　思い出すんだと思う・・

階段についている　鉄柵でさえ　
怯えて　近寄らない子達もいる・・

Ａｎｄｙも　階段は　平気だけど
ケージは　大嫌い・・・



今日娘たちが　夕ご飯を食べていると
Ａｎｄｙ　は　自分も欲しくて　我慢できなくて
わんわん吼える・・・
なので
もうちょっと　我慢してなさい！
と　口元を　押さえると
私の手を　本気で　噛もうと　してきた・・
だから　私も　負けずに反撃・・・
絶対　どんな時も　負けない・・！！
だけど　体も大きくなって
力もついてきたＡｎｄｙを　
押さえ込むのは　めちゃくちゃ大変・・

必死に戦って
最後には　Ａｎｄｙは
おとなしく　なった・・・

それから　私は　Ａｎｄｙを　無視・・・
目も　合わさない・・

犬にとって　
無視されることは
一番嫌なこと・・・

娘曰く
Ａｎｄｙ　お母さんの方じっと見てるで～
めっちゃ可愛い顔してる・・・

でも　
私は　見ない・・・

Ａｎｄｙの　夕ご飯も　
娘にあげてもらった・・

すると
Ａｎｄｙは　復讐か・・・
わざと　シートじゃないところで
おしっこした・・・

それも　娘が　きれいにしてくれた・・・
ありがとう・・・！！